hangover

feel like i've been drunk. i was so happy. life was so perfect, i have nothing to worry about. i knew where to go. i decided even faster. i knew who i am, who i wanna be.
IT WAS JUST YESTERDAY.
now i awake, asking myself again, was it all for real? and now what? it's a crossroads. they all are foggy, cold, clueless, and i just an awkward one standing. like i am nobody. like i don't know. i really don't know.
guess i am older now.

i wanna be kids again.

half dreaming 1

let me fly high.
i am free as bird can be.
i guess yes, i'm half dreaming.

the sky above Semarang.. 12 feb 2010..
(c) Titisari Raharjo